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Name : -blur queen-
age: 24
others: Currently attach
Me, a simple and blur queen especially in relationship thing. A chatty gal, a open minded gal, a normal looking gal, love my family and friends, easy going type. the first impression from everyone about me is proud and arrogant lolx..which i am not! i'm a friendly gal after all =)
Yesterday i was at home early..my brother thought why am i so early at home.. he thought me and alex ah dear no longer together liao haha.. but i told him alex working, so i come back early lor.. cuz like stay there also got nothing to do also mar.. so back home thought can play with fifi but cannot cuz she's not around! then yesterday when fifi reached home, she barked at my sis in law~~ guess why? cuz she got new food! my sis in law was actually preparing wet + dry foods for her and she was very hungry!! she barked at her.. maybe she wanted to tell her "faster!! i am hungry hungry hungry" lolz..
Today had a bad day at work.. let's talk from the beginning.. last sat i was doing safe deposit boxes.. closure of account.. i did the calculation and I've asked Margaret to help me check if i did wrong or not.. and she did check for me and said ok it's ok no mistakes etc.. so before i want to pass the vouchers this morning, i asked man teck to do the double checking and he told me, aiya margaret did the checking liao so i dont need to do what! go do lar! fine, so i continue on with my duty.. but at the end he came out and scolded me! you stupid and brainless ar! how did i teach you that day?! you brainless freak! (fuck i never owe you anything lor fucker) i told him, i did told you to double check and you refuse right? and now you blame me! and he kept quiet.. haiz useless guy lor.. end up i need to ec all the transaction..and he lost his safe box listing and he blame is i took it! for what i took it? no reason lor.. when he found it, it's inside the box.. i said his surname should change to lai instead of ho.. he took my scotch tape and he said he never.. haiz, why on earth we got this type of people!? aiyoyooo..
Madam Koh is another freaking old lady.. margaret couldnt balance and she said, you people ar.. dont always sms here and there while working lar! concentrate in your work lor.. dont always ec mar! later catherine blame me lor.. and margaret say her back.. dont say us.. if you want us not to sms while working, you prove it to us first before say us! you yourself sms while working and you would like to say us?! dream on man!!! lol i love margaret's words haha.. i laugh at those words.. bleah~ i mean she doesnt have anything for me to respect her at all.. she's just an old auntie.. she's just a freaking auntie.. she think she is very experience in anything? no!
The old lady gave mei qi to do WFI thing and she said, 'meiqi i know you can do it de.. i look up on you thats why i ask you to do.. if i look down on you i will not going to ask u do.. if you compared to that someone of cuz you're way better lar!' meiqi asked her, who were you refering to? she kept quiet.. i know she's refering to me.. but i dont care what she want to say.. that's her own mouth.. i always tell myself.. karma karma karma.. she'll get karma.. either on her or her family or her kids or her grandchild next time..
I wanted to tell my dear but he was too busy to listen to me.. my mother always tell me not to think of anything.. just say what happen today stays today, dont bring over to another day.. tomorrow will be a better day =) ah dear start working already and he seems to be very busy.. never have time for me.. never have anything for me.. our relationship seems to get far far away if compared to last time.. we used to be very loving but no longer the same now.. anyway my mother already told me, let nature takes its course.. dont later become that stupid bastard (jonathan)! i'm not sure anything of that.. will he become like him? i hope history wont repeat again..
Hoping for a better day tomorrow =) jiayou!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
writtern @5:24 AM
I slept at ah dear's house since friday.. he sent me off to work and come back home to sleep again on saturday.. he had to work on weekends.. Yesterday went for a full shopping for ah dear with ah jie.. bought 5 pieces of working shirt so he can wear it like everyday without wearing the same one alternate days.. 1 day 1 piece lolz.. had a bag for him also.. i'm not sure if he likes it or not because he doesnt seems to like it though.. never mind i hope what i did for him did makes him happy..
I bought iphone from shu fong~ condition is still ok everything is in order except the dent on the top left of the phone.. but that doesnt stop me from using it because it's really a nice phone!! wow! will pass it to ah dear to use it next week.. bought a top for me at orchard central with jie jie christine.. everyone says it's nice! at first i was thinking not to buy it but because of my toooo looose top that can sees my bra so no choice then.. hmmm
Had dinner at sembawang there.. opposite sembawang shopping mall with angela mama, christine jie and her kids and maids.. had 2 medium plate of white bee hoon, lala, chicken wings, vegetables, and prawn with eggs.. total cost for 6 pax = $42 haha consider as cheap liao lor.. kinda enjoy myself yesterday night with them cuz very long time i never see them already!! christine jie i think should be 2 weeks ago... angela mama was since last june until now!! chatted a lot with them.. angela mama told us she was applying IR as a cash officer.. but i told her not because life is way too sucks liao.. cuz ah dear is a very good example..ah dear is suffering over there.. i heartache to see him like that..
Total spending for yesterday :
3 tops @ $19.00 each
2 tops @ $29.00 each
my top @ $26.00
bag @ $53.10
dinner @ $10.00
movie @ $20.00
iphone @ $200
watson @ $34.20
So in total is coming to $400 but worth the spending lol.. going to be broke again soon liao muahahha but hoping for a better future... hope next month can come faster..
I started to miss ah dear already.. today he got a mock test.. this morning guide him to memorise the formula + times table.. of 17 and 35.. wa bloody hard lor.. hope he can do well.. dear i miss you.. hope to stay with you for a long long time.. love you
writtern @4:15 AM
Hmm past few months so many things that happened to me and alex.. let's not talk about the past.. Life has been fooling around with me lately.. working life.. man teck keep telling me not to quit not to leave the branch.. asked me to stay longer and he'll for sure give me benefits.. but what type of benefits can he give me? a promotion? hmm no idea.. sometimes i really work until i totally feel like give up on everything.. but always have a negative mind set, i'll for sure get those stupid and nasty customers.. so i've decided not to have those weird weird mind set..
Ah dear started his work already.. after he started his work, our relationship changed.. no idea what happened also.. just at the top and drop till the end and i hate this type of feeling... i'm working he's sleeping.. i'm sleeping he's working.. how are we going to meet up? he told me just now.. dear, my night shift will end 2 weeks later.. weekends no off.. how are we going to meet each other? meet only 2 weeks later like just a few hours? i feel sad.. how to maintain a relationship like that? i told him we need a seperation and we cried.. this is not what i want, i want to be with him.. I'll be going to sunday banking soon 30 Nov and that will make it worse.. we totally cant see each other at all..
I never even blame who is he and what is he... all i want is to be with him.. i can wait for him to get another better job instead of this job.. it's not nessacary to get a job immediately.. i dont want him to suffer.. if want to suffer i rather i am the one that is suffering instead of him.. i want to meet him everyday and sleep besides him and wake up seeing him beside me holding me in his arm.. but now i can no longer get those special love from him anymore... i love him.. but i could hardly express my love on him.. i am a lousy girlfriend.. i could not give him much.. all i can give him is to bring him to have nice foods.. sometimes i wonder if i am going to get married to such a nice guy.. am i that lucky to have him in my life? i dont know.. dont know what will happen in the near future..
Normally at this time i'll be at his place having dinner.. no matter what we had, maggie, sandwich, bee hoon, hor fun etc i enjoy every single moment when i am with him.. i miss those days that i am with him.. i wonder when are we going to have those times again.. 1 year later? will that day arrive? i miss him badly.. wanna hug him lots lots.. ever since he started to work, he seems like got lots of problem or stress but he doesnt share with me.. he said it's because he can predict that i am not happy with his work so that's why.. but i am your galfriend if i do not have any clues what is going on in his life what type of girlfriend i am? all he have it now is friends cum colleagues.. no idea what type of colleagues are they.. decent or not? good or bad? i got no idea, no clues.. dont know what is behind them.. asked him but he refuses to tell.. or is it gals????
Family had problem... mother and father worried.. cant find a way to solve it.. i pray hard for my whole family safety and happiness..
I love him and wanna be with him forever... he promise that he will be with me and will fulfil his promise to me.. hope he really mean it.. but even if not, i cant blame him because i only can blame myself not being born to be a good gf, cant give him a good and wonderful life... no matter it is.. i love him truly..
writtern @4:36 AM
OCBC had their D&D at vivocity... everything was ok when we first step into the place.. it looks somehow like a erm 7th month getai or like circus show... or erm maybe rather a little bit of grand..it's open area so anyone who pass by can take a look at it... paiseh also lar.. let me rate the whole D&D..Environment - 8.9Foods - 4.5Performance - 3.2MC of the day - 100% (lucky got that MC or else hor.. can call it failure)Enterence - 5.6Hmm this year no door gift sian.. from one of my colleague said there is a door gift.. that is A RAIN COAT...omg out of so many things why must a rain coat??! he said cuz scared of raining mar..hahah.. when we first enter the place, there's quite a lot of things for us to show.. there was this marcho guys and sexy ladies wearing tight shorts for guys and bikini for the ladies.. walking around in a table serving beer for us.. kinda funny but overall still okie lar.. den got outside performer.. other than that.. nothing else special le..hmm boring is all i can say.. lolAnyway, today is hari raya.. selamat hari raya to all my malay colleagues.. slept at ah dear's house and noticed his dailed number got hao yun's number inside on 18sept at 23.02.. kinda weird timing hor.. i asked him but he said he never called..maybe accidently pressed on it..but how???????????? haiz... after that when i was fast asleep... i dreamt he actually already together with her.. for quite some times le.. she's the third party that appear in our relationship... i hate bitches.. that dream makes me more to hate her.. zzZZzzzz...
it's like the 9pm show tang xing fong pao.. the shui pan pan become the third party.. but lucky she's not my best friend.. or else i gonna kill her man.. back to the dream story... i didnt know about the thing until one evening my god sis told me she saw alex with another gal shopping at around town area, when he said he was working that day.. but the fact is he's out with that girl.. hmm i dont believe therefore, i went to find them and true enough they're together shopping.. wtf urgghh..Alex did explained to me.. but i dont believe in him..why? because i got betrayed before so i do not believe in guys anymore!! thats it and i left and disappear in his whole life.. he kept contacting me but i refuses to pick up his call and reply his sms.. i totally lost faith in guys ever since that day.. sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad eh this dream..dream is always a dream.. i not sure if it'll comes true or not.. hopefully no is the word...
writtern @7:06 PM
hmm so long.. seriously very long time ago since i last blogged.. too lazy to type as usual.. what to do eh? i dont know what's the reason i cant sleep now.. it's onli 534am! zzz... dont know what to do so guess just online is the best thing.. trying hard to think hard on what to type out now hehe...
Our branch shifting to the new location sooon lor... it's at city square mall- not JB that one hor.. it's somewhere nearby seranggon or mustapha (the indian teritory) lol.. going to have more and more indian people around our new location area...sucks! so we should call up customer to ask them to close off their safe deposit boxes before 31 oct, which is next month... kinda fast, time flies when i'm working.. so i think the main reason why i couldnt sleep tonight is because of this stupid safe boxes.. once i close my eyes, i start to think of calling people and people coming in to close their safe boxes and asking to transfer to another new branches.. some even asked tampines have anot ar? i would told them yes sir/ madam, it's at tampines south.. weird.. what's there to be dream about my work? think i over worked.. hehe need some rest though, but rest i also cant rest properly... stupid~
Last sunday went to toa payoh for a mega event that side.. the day before had flu and slight cough.. but on sunday fever and sore throat came in together.. sianz.. catherine came to see me on sunday see how am i going on over that side and she was so shocked to see me so sick and still come back to work... she was proud of me ehem hhehee.. and MC the very next day.. sleep the whole day, never really eat much cuz no appetite.. thanks to ah dear who took a great care of me.. thanks ah dear..
Other then that, nothing much liao... thats all for now bahz.. kinda hungry lol
writtern @2:30 PM
Well, so fast the week flies.. it's sunday again.. tomorrow monday again.. another week hmmm.. tues i'll be going to mediacorp for filming of the show, not sure about the address and should i call jocelyn and check with her? maybe i should.. okie will call her tomorrow after i knock off.. though last week was a short week, i somehow did enjoy myself and i didn't know that the week has just flies off haha..
I get scolded by a stupid indian customer because i'm asking him too much questions and intend to charge him $5 cuz of his lost ATM card.. i am not asking him too much questions.. i'm just carrying out my daily duties by checking what's the main reason for reissuing and considering if i should waive of the charges for him.. yet he shouted at me for no reason.. he told me, your malay colleague with tudung that one never tell me that there will be a charges and never advise me anything at all.. NOTHING AT ALL!! she only tell me to pre-sign the form and submit and i'll get my atm card immediately.. why the hell you asking so much questions!? (guess what, all the info that the stupid malay lady gave him was wrong and i'm the one who get suffer- sucks!!) the forms that she asked him to sign was wrong and the location of signing was wrong also.. still say herself as a SENIOR among all etc.. F*** lar!! so, i checked with man teck, my officer about the form and u guess what that F**king idiot indian says? "hey can you both idiot people be more faster? you were there like chit-chatting to each other without doing my things!i am in the hurry!" so what if you're in the hurry? one of our motto is 'do things right the first time and the right time'.. so you want me to simply do your things and asking you to come back again?! idiot indian~
I was damn angry with that stupid customer and i show him that i was angry and going to throw my temper soon.. i slammed his ic on table and walk off without telling him anything.. i know he angry me and trying to tell me off again.. i bang my anger to my csm and she keep telling me to calm down etc.. i scolded him behind the wall, and i dont bother whether he can listen or not! i purposely did that!! not happy? close off your stupid company account and leave the bank and go ahead and complain me! not as if your account got a few hundred million with us.. you think we care about you?! no!! i came out and her assistant said i'll key in the pin number on behalf of him. i said NO, HE MUST KEY IN HIMSELF unless you're one of the authorise signatory and you're the one that apply.. he came and key in with a very unpatient sound.. i dont care and after all he apologize to me.. i cannot bear my anger anymore and i shout at him..
He said to rena, 'poor this gal, kena scolded from me for no reason.. because of that malay gal's fault and she kena blame by me.. i know she wanted to do things correct and dont want to get scolded by people and yet i scold her.. sorry ah girl' .. i said to him, 'ya lar! you scold me for what?! i am not the one that is giving you any instruction or advise or anything! it's unfair to get scolded when it's not your fault! do you understand?! i am so innocent to get blamed by you!!! if you wanna blame? blame that malay gal!not me..' catherine came out and asked whats the problem etc.. and he apologize again.. problem solved and i told man teck, people like him, no wonder business so bad, cuz of his bad mouth.. and i believe bad people will get retribution..
One more case.. shirley, my colleague out of reason she bully me.. hard to believe that i will kena bullied also right?!now you believe me.. we supposed to pass down the vouchers at the end of the day.. i'm at the last counter and she never pass to me properly.. she walked over and use the vouchers to hit my head hardly..idiot! bloody painful lor.. fine never mind.. the next day she did the same thing again while we were packing things into a box.. she said why the hell you so stupid and never use your brain! file things according to half yearly and not from jan to july mar! so stupid.. and she shouted at me in front of rena, mei qi and margerat! marg helped me say her.. she scold her off hahaa.. i said since you're so wonderful might as well you do everything yourself? dont leave anything for me to do when you're doing filing last time.. pack things yourself!!! argghh she's and idiot! that was only on the packing things i vent my anger.. about she hit my head.. if she ever did that to me again i'm going to rip her hair off from her head!!! 老虎不发威当我是病猫！！idiot her!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh
writtern @8:12 PM
Today monday, it's a public holiday... spend another night with ah dear yesterday haha.. we went to thai club at prince edward there.. quite interesting cuz i never been to thai club before.. the girls over there, damn daring, wear sexy.. wondering if some of them are illegal or sex changed haha!! ewww cant imagine if that thing ever happened bleah~
Tomorrow going to start work for the whole week again and friday is pay day!! hurray.. been suffering lately due to income not enough ever since i never work in sunday banking.. sianz.. whose fault?? LENA TAN LAI LAI's fault.. force us to leave the place.. kept those not so good de.. well, i always believe good people will have good deed de.. bad people will get retribution.. we just see how hehe.. got nothing to do with me..
Next week tuesday, i'll be having off and i'll be going to mediacorp!! for recording.. first time being like an artist hehe.. hope i can get all the prizes and the money!!! hhehee... so at least i'm not going to end up in such a disaster way haha... but even though if i won i also dont even know when i'll get the money lor sianz... never mind just try my best bahz.. so at least i can plan myself a trip after i got the money.. hehe planning to go taiwan on 21 sept hehe with my parents.. if i got extra i'll bring ah dear go as well.. dont allow him to stay with chris or else he will actually bring him to what club or pub or whatever to know girls...hmmm bad you!!
Thanks to ah dear and chris for being so nice to me.. truly appreciate it lots... new working week is here.. all i can do is hoping for the best.. =) wish me all the best and hope i wont do anymore mistakes because i hate mistakes!!urghhhh
writtern @1:04 AM
